I'm trying to find a man to share my life with, but it's not been easy - Nicole Kidman

Sunday 03 August 2008

I never thought of myself as a "needy" person who needs a strong shoulder, a warm hug and a goodnight kiss every other day. Sometimes, however, my "raging hormones" tell me otherwise. Haha. I think I'm lonely. Sigh.

Having said that, isn't it hard to find someone you love with all your heart, and who loves you back the same? Can two lonely souls find some solace in each other, like each other a little bit more each time, and get together by default despite having only small sparks instead of fireworks? Is it selfish for one person to be in a relationship because he / she is lonely, and "cheat" the other person's feelings because that other person is in it for real.

Ack, I'm in this emotionally needy stage, and it makes me feel empty sometimes. Like something is missing? Yet at the same time, this is SO NOT what I wanna be.


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Tuesday 12 August 2008

I think I found him. :)