Time to move on
About ‘professional’. Its hard to define it – some professionals I know are not the least bit what you would expect from them, while others who do not have that label on them behave in the most courteous and professional of manners. I like to think of myself as being professional – get the job done effectively and efficiently, with the respect that every individual deserves, and hopefully strike a good rapport in the process.
That aside, I think I’m going through a phase of inner turmoil or “self discovery”. I am alone in the US for a month – with a fellow colleague and other people whom I have to say come from different cultures and backgrounds. Things are great except for very blatant mood swings. One day I am missing the boy so much it gets frustrating when he misses our scheduled calls, another day I wanna break free and not talk to anyone, and on some days like today, I entertain the thought of moving to another city and working there for a good 1 or 2 years. Funny how the brain and the heart works eh?
So here I am in US for a month - been at work for 2 weeks already, and am counting the days till I return to my boy's arms. I'll save the heavy stuff for another day when I'm in the mood. For now, I'll just eat good ole american food and get heavier. Woot~~~